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Sick

by Derek Zuk

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1.
Sick 02:27
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Is it a penny you pinch? Are you holding onto it? Is it a bottle of gin? Are you craving it? Are you beating yourself up over it over and over again for it? Are you happening? Are you praying it comes back again? I am two I am three I am four I am five I am sick I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick of it
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Hands 02:58
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Is it eternal regret making me feel sorry for what I am? Like a statue of a god standing through the wind and the rain And I can't be mislead, holding onto some nothing someone has said I can' t keep my hands tied behind my back I can' t keep my hands tied behind my back All the things I spoke but I never said I can' t keep my hands tied behind my back So here is what you've got And here is only starting to look like a life Forgive me for your trust And take apart my starry eyes, I know you must 'cause I can't keep my hands tied behind my back I can' t keep my hands tied behind my back All the things I spoke but I never said I can' t keep my hands tied behind my back
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Disappear/Dead Ends 04:21
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Apology 02:03
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Is it anyone else's observation that I'm clearing it for the domineering pair? And I hope you're one of us Deep down inside your apartment complex And I know you're one of them Deep down inside you're mentally complex Was it anybody else's guess that we got the run-around by the wrong guy? I apologize No apologies accepted here I hope you're one of us deep down inside Your relationship's complex And I've got the wrong idea Do you think that they took what was left and ran away? Every day is a little bit harder than the last I apologize for that No apologies accepted here You're gonna take it for one more ride I don't take any pride in compromise So let's leave it alone this time Is there anyone who thinks that it's a creators job to be on top of things? Likely, it's not on me to tell you that you're not good enough And I know you're one of them deep down inside Your emotions are complex You've got a run-around and I've got your photograph and we've got company here But if you're giving out apologies they're not accepted here
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Tied On Loose 03:03
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Here's your chance to own your fight Like a couple loud mouth guys I like what I see Kids break bottles in the street What's up with your expression? Like a car caught on fire And one or two are tough Like only I could dream up without you Tied on loose Go free So hard you can't remember or want to even see Unsayable things, if there's anything I wouldn't know It all runs out We like to see what happens when it all runs out Tied on loose All the friends I tried to make And all the ones I didn't succeed in It's just my own observation that it's only what you make of it Count the people on the river in the thick of it I'm not alone here I'm just trading cards Lying down in muddy grass counting plastic stars With my best friends trying to keep me awake It's only what you make of it
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Haha 02:48
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Speak 00:59
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I've got a dime for every time I heard that You said you wouldn't keep to yourself And here you are now, speaking out all the time Your mind intersecting with their minds
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Zombies 03:21
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I never had it quite right but I tried to do the best with what I've got And I've got just enough to get by alright I think it's quite like this You see me You've got a heartache waiting for a price point It's like I'm somewhere I don' t know And there's something chasing me through the snow at night And there is nothing more relieving than getting home tired and sleeping through the night I called you one night and you sat there and listened to me rant about stuff that pissed me off at the time and If I tried to remember what it was I'm sure that I'd come up short 'cause it was just so specific to the time I'm sure that you understand I hope you have some plan in your head for me I caught you running away towards the border of your backyard And I put you into a box and cradled you in my arms I feel I don't belong and there's something scraping outside I feel something's up Well is there nothing to believe or hold onto? It's always that I'm chasing something I'll never get
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Untitled 02:49
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10.
World 03:21
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It doesn't rhyme with the choice I haven't felt inside I get the sense you've got a heart on your sleeve And I have no choice, I like your face You move with the wave of a whole human race If you ever need to call when you go by, well that's alright If I'm alone at home I'm keeping promises with you all night And I feel this world go 'round and I feel the world go 'round and I feel the world spin 'round and it feels like I'm drunk Why can't I come to my senses? I hate so many things that I tried so hard to get Your smile, like you photocopy it You hold everything so far behind it If you ever need to tell me that I'm dumb, well that's alright If there's a place for me I hope I stumble on it before I die And I feel this world go 'round and I feel the world go 'round and I feel the world spin 'round and it feels like I'm drunk

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released January 5, 2015

Saxophone on Haha by my big brother Mike
Mastering by Kenny Hamilton
Thanks to my family and friends for providing so much feedback

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