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Memory

by Derek Zuk

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1.
Memory 02:41
I am your memory I am your father I have no time to waste I am not keeping to myself I am the friend you used to see but you don't call her We used to talk more but I see you've found some other friends I have no time to waste I am outside of time I am a vision on the back of your eyelids You think you want me back You don't know what you're asking You helpless animal, you're bored as brick and mortar You helpless animal, you're hard as brick and mortar I have no memories, I just can't bother You'll have to be specific, it's easy to forget I haven't change my mind, my mind is empty Your familiar face evokes a distant muted ring I am up to the light, I am transparent You want to bring me color, I want it black and white You want to change your head You think me up instead I'll be your non-compliant in this nightmare your having You'll be the living body that I will inhabit Because I can't live in your memory Because memories aren't real The nature of perfection Is it thin air or is there a lesson
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When you realize that you're wrong or something's wrong with you and you've not the courage to admit, well it's doubtful that you're alone with it when you recognize it's time to change I know what I don't want to be If you want to start over the consequence of your past actions are never clear When you decide you're a different person now, no, the slate is never clean So be grateful that life will hold you to your principles We know what we don't want to be And that you have a chance to work to prove that you stand for what you believe in if you ever make a mistake with no one to catch you So be thankful that you have the strength to work to fix yourself without any help because realizing your busted and taking steps to improve takes courage So be thankful that you have the strength to work to fix yourself Because we know what we don't want to be
3.
If I don't succeed will you rest in peace with me Will you dress in sheets with me We trained our best superstars to watch on TV I can't pay you back for favors But thanks for buying me dinner last Saturday night I trained so hard and go nowhere It's easy to lose my pieces when you are so far away I save my face for the future I sold my soul for comfort Do I see too late No one said to reset the daylight Hey, that's just me All you'll be is a little nothing
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Do or Die 02:23
September river blues and stick and poke tattoos I hope we get where we are going And the cracked sidewalks that stay warm into the night in the summer I hope we can stay young here forever Because we are do or die for all time And we will wait for each new day As we keep our heads right Because we stay up all night and sleep all day Are there some things we regret Are we sitting on our hands I'd like to make something here forever Are we happy are we free Are we getting what we need I'd like to meet you under the ever Because we are do or die for all time And we will wait for each new day As we keep our heads right Because we stay up all night and dream all day If I held my breath would you wait for me Is it too much to stay Too much not to go
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Rabbit 02:36
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Place for Me 03:02
I find it's true that it's not only about what we build together that makes this place alright Something I see is it is nothing to do with the things that we build but the people around us Well let's meet somewhere in between I'm ready for your call Hope you don't mind a broken heart You make it easy when you tell me "come inside my place and stay awhile" We'll make it out for whatever it is You can't quite break me but you make me feel like Maybe there's a place for me I'm sad I missed the fall I changed instead of the leaves Well I thought I'd stay awhile We're an hour behind here and I'm feeling like a different person or else a clone of myself I'll take a good sign for what it is Could be denial Yeah I've been feeling sorry I took a chance and ran with it Could be denial But I've been feeling certain that I think there's a place for me here
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With my hands in the mud Machete faith I memorize the way through the woods Animal skull, highway hum, sunfish stream I scratch the memory of poison ivy And we were smaller people then, with ideas that bend and break And we played favorites Forgiving one another And there were favorites and nothing was for keeps If there was anything, whatever you want to be Because it's too cold to breathe under this water There can be no crimes committed While we're on pavement then stay out of our way And that last time we spoke I got it in my head Finally in my head Your friends were poltergeists and mine were tired bears I had a victory song for making you laugh
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Go Easy 02:43
If there's a place made out of your old jeans I think it would be a pleasure to give my skin to graft our worlds together and there's a chance that we'd go on I've tied a knot around our leather bodies and drawn a line to the end of time But I guess there's just one thing left to say Well won't you let me go easy And if you take a paper and fold it and cut it out in a heart and open it up Leave one for me when you're on your way and I'll lay pressure in the palm of your hand But I guess there's just one thing left to say Well won't you let me go easy
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Now you're the only one They're onto you

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released September 2, 2016

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